My eye-catching mulatto

Hello. Now we have a hot summer. I had a special event that is my vernisage where there were many people invited. We had a wonderful time. One think is curious to me. I looked through my blog and came to the conclusion that there are just a few my pictures. Thre is a wide selection of my pastels but only few my paintings. On my vernisage I exhibited only my oil paintings and I'm proud of them. What is so peculiar is that the owner of the cafe where the vernisage took place was interested in my mulattos and black women. I'm happy to share them with you and I hope to exhibit them on my blog. Above you can see my mulatto which is admired by many people. I love Africa and this is my selection of new paintings. I hope you will like them too.

My development

Today I start writing. It is my next post. Still I do many paintings . It is my way of life. The way I express my emotions , the way I take out things on people. My experience is bigger and and I made a decision to depict Africa. Thus , I emarked on painting black people. It is not as perfect as you may think but the paintings resemble black people. In this way I experience a different culture.

Not a long time ago I took part in devine worship and there I had an opportunity to listen to a missionary from Africa. I heard about overwhelming poverty there and the thing that people have to get to grips with basic problems such a s food or water.What I foud the most striking was that African people are very emotinonal. During church services they dance and sing and it seems to me so natural. I was moved by that.

Deep in my heart I felt that I must go there and meet those people. They win my heart. Maybe I will be a missionary one day who knows

Cezanne in ful view

This picture is by Cezanne. I admire one thing that I took pains to do many paintings. I did my best. Now they grace my mother's room and I take pleasure watching them. I noticed that I await somebody's admiration and don't feel like it is in me. I sometimes sense that my mind is mute and I particularly like the moments when I devote time to myself and talk to myself with admiration. I sort of adore that moments and need them

The sleeping lady

Today a new post, this time inspired by Lempicka. I like her style , this peculiar art deco style. Sometimes I think that I must have lived in those times. The style of furniture and painting I find very appealing. The work of art is so quiet and peaceful and that is why I have it in my bedroom. It makes you fall asleep.
        I have many thoughts concerning painting and personal happiness. I come to the conclusion that everything what is the most precious for you is you yourself. Nobody can take you away, only harm you in certain cases and it is up to you whether you let him bring you down.
      I practise this thought of telling myself "I love you" and everything that comes to m mind is what am I doing it for? Because your subconsciousness needs results, visible outcomes. Everything what you do is for a purpose. We need a miraculous way to change our life and quick results ,a new job, amusing friends.
      My hobby is painting and it is a way of realising my emotions on the canvas. I don't know where it is going to lead me but I know I must do it. Finally I found a way.

The name of the rose

Today I publish a new painting in oil. This is a rose. I didn't insert any new photos on my blog for a long time but today I feel like doing it. Since then I have done many new paintings and I even did some of them which I considered particularly difficult especially those done by Lempicka. I will publish them next time. I adore roses and other flowers. They are feminine and fragile. To me they are easier to draw than landscapes.
           I've just read Pawlikowska's book about happiness and I practise telling myself all the time "I love you". They say it has got healing properties. I must say I feel better after it. It raises my spirits. 
          Her all life philosophy is based on it and I'd like to make it my philosophy even partly. 
Simply I don't feel good with myself and maybe it's time to move on with my life. Maybe it is the right thing

My world changing views

Above is my abstaction based on O'Keeffe's painting. It is not a repetition of what she has done but my interpretation. In secret I will tell you that this picture was sold and I lived on the money for some time.

As I 've already told I deal with art but not professionally. Thanks to it I have some musings which to me are interesting and I 'd like to share my thoughts with you. Yesterday I watched a programme on tv about Degas' s nude acts. I looked through his works. They were nice but what strikes me is that they were not perfect even some of them were unfinished.

I came to the conclusion that art is not about perfection, because even  human nature is not perfect. Everything what is important is looking for your way of expression which is imperfect and sometimes scruffy.
But it is yours. Sometimes you find the demand for your art ,sometimes not.

This imperfectness is cute to me and I associate it with holliness where people though sinful become saints. The same is with art. It is all about taste and luck.

Cezanne's still life

Here is one of Cezanne's paintings. I don't know the name of it, but there must be something with "still life" in it. Somehow I started to have a crunch on him. Many people don't favour his art but I adore it , especially his appels which are characteristic.

Some time ago I started using canvas in my art. It is not cheap but the outcome is magnicient. Apart from this you can hang it on the wall. I 've just finished painting a more complex still life by Cezanne on the canvas. The result is stunning and I hope to present it in some time

I often admire those classical painters like Rubens and Rembrant and deep in my heart I feel that I cannot contest with them. But when such thoughts haunt me I recall Van Gogh who didn't paint like those perfect painters. He called himself a colorist which is true, because he used a spectrum of colours .He simply poured out his soul in his paintings and devoted all his will power to it.

.Can you imagine 2000 paintings during 7 years or so. That's incredible. I often think how misunderstood he felt, how he dreamt of fame and fortune and his words" One day my paintings will excede the price of money which I gave for paints and paint brushes." Some people think that he was a dreamer , but I brood over it thinking that this wisecrack was prophetic.