San Francisco bridge

Today I want to be in peace with myself so to speak. Drawing and painting is my life. I don't want to run away from it. It is my life though there is noone to admire it. I feel it in my bones and I want to have it in my life. I feel it simply. And if you ask me what you would like to do I would say painting and drawing. I don't want to harm myself just because I differ in many aspects from others. I want to stay in peace and enjoy my life. Nobody knows how long I will live.

Chinese pagoda

This is an example of Chinese pagoda-typical Chinese building for sightseeing. Recently I made a selection of drawings depicting different landscapes. Though it is not a landscape it is still a view. I must admit I'm not good at it. All I like is a human body and I think that I cope with that quite well.
Today I fetched a painting from my painting classes. It is a stunning sunflower. It impresses me a lot. For me paints are a strange and difficult medium. You have to stand in front of the painting for hours thinking what to add. It forces you to think creatively . On the other hand pastel is a quicker medium . First because you can blend it and it doesn't make your clouths dirty to some extend. That's why maybe I'm dealing with pastels for such along time. Definetly it's my best medium.

Tsitsikama national park1

This picture shows a beautiful Tsitsikama national park. Wonderful cool water and a pebbly beach. I sometimes wonder how many beautiful spots are on earth and how people are not aware of them. Tsitsikama is one of them.

As I mentioned I paint, with time my picture starts to take shape. I'm really pleased with myself. Though the painter-teacher instruct me and corrected my work. One thing is for certain that I know or at least I know how to grasp the paintbrush. It relieves my spirit.

I have a dilemma because I'm out of work and I even invented that I will be a florist. I'm afraid of work but at the same time I long for it. As one actress said I'm bipolar. There is something in it. I want to come back to my painting. My next picture will be from Tuscany Rising cypresses in the filds of Tuscany.I start to be fascinated by painting.

Tsitsikama national park

This landscape depicts the Tsitsikama national park. The sea is calm as well as the weather. All the things look stuning. The picture has a calming effect on me. I hope you like it.

As I said before I took to painting.

The landscape of Tuscany

This is an example of landscape of Tuscany. I adore simply Italy. It is so beautiful country that I hardly can describe. Its landscapes are so beautiful that it is hard to describe its beauty. This photo comes from Pawlikowska's album titeled "Fotografuje swiat". The author says that she chose photos which force you to think. An interesting idea, isn't it? I dream about Italy. I even started painting a sunflower from Tuscany. It is my first painting so far done in oil on board. I'm sure that it will find its place here, because flickr is already overloaded.

I started painting in oil. It is fascinating and it teaches me precision and concentration. I like the companionship of ladies as well. It is amazing how many colours you can achieve from stiring different shades. Some of the members produce amazing and stunning paintings. They paint for 2 years and the outcome is amazing. I wish I would paint in this way. It is an enormous satisfaction. My sunflower is dynamic and full of life. I will put it on show in a while.

Landscape3

This is a drawing made according to the photo of Colorado Canion. It is superficial and general but I hope I grasped the outlook of this magnifiscent landscape. It is so great that it is hard to draw. Colourful layers are structured in such a way that it looks like a piece of cake. When you draw it you realize how splendid and calming effect it has on you. Any landscape has a calming and soothing effect. You can give a try in drawing this.

Bare back

Today after a long break I insert a new my drawing. It shows a bare back of a lady. It is interesting and stunning. I like the posture of the figure. Her bare hands cluching firmly the back. I general I like my drawings because they leave a piece of me in them. It's like writing a book or a poem. Each time it is a sort of communion with oneself.

Now I read a book titled "The da Vinci code" of course in English. It gives me a lot of satisfaction when i strive to understand someting and broaden my knowledge at the same time. I wish to know this language perfectly. I took me so much time to learn it.