Bunch of poppies

Now again bunch of poppies. I suppose I make you feel bored. Unfortuanately there is quite a lot in this collection. It is not so successful but I tried to make it.

Recently I've been reading a book on Tuscany about Italian love of life and their kitchen. The point with Italians is the fact that they are proud of themselves and their culture. Nothing is gonna change it. I read about a house built there and the toil connected with it. Fortuanately I found some interesting receipes there. And what interesting I learnt the difference between crostini and bruschetta.

I wonder what would be if Poles were proud of their culture. It would be heaven I suppose.

Poppy2

This is a poppy-full view. As I said before I was made to draw poppies . This is one of them. Fiery red as it is with poppies. I hope you will like it.

Poppies1

Here is my new photo I mean a picture. I was sort of made to draw poppies. It didn't come out well, but I tried. Here are the results. I must confess I'm not so proud of it but fortunately I practise my skills and try out new themes. This picture was done from the internet. Recently I used some pictures from the internet, not because I like using somebody's work but I was looking for poppies and that was the only place to look through. I hope you will like it or at least come to visit my blog. Bye

Messy room

Today you can see my messy room with everything what I need to draw. In other words my workshop. I like big formats that's why I use big sheets of paper , because in my opinion big formats attract attention more than small sizes. Everything I collect in my coach. I hope that sooner or later someone will admire my work which finally pays off. You don't have to worry that it is always so. I left that mess which is sort of creative and then quickly wipe everything off. So now everything is in order.
I hope you will have a wonderful day today . Unfortunately in Poland it's snowing and it is freezing. You'd better wear fat socks and a scarf. Such weather doesn't work well on my psyche but it passes away.

Today I spend some time on the net and found good cosmetic summaries. Sometime I find something valuable to me basicly thanks to my mum. I sometimes think that it is better to do make up but I don't have enough money. Unfortunately.......

Lilies

Here is one of my ugliest paintings. Recently I've commited a few. They are not interesting but they are steps necessary to become more perfect in the study of art. Many times it happens that not all my works are worth considering. This is one of them.

I happen to tell you that I'm fascinated by holiness. I read about saints and think that maybe I will be one of them. Today I read about the parents of saint Teresa . They were simple people and had 9 children many of whom died when at an early age. They all daughters became nuns and sain Teresa is the doctor of the Christian Church. It's incredible that this little creature had so profound musings. She left her diary and letters. It is also incredible that she is the patron saint of missions, she who never left her convent.

Her philosophy is treating God as our loving father and and she called her philosophy my little way. What attracted me to saint Teresa is her love of herself. She says herself that many people said that she is goodloking but she doesn't care.Despite her age she was very serious and obligatory. She led very profound spiritual life. When asked what she is doing when she sit still she answers she is thinking

Landscape

Here is my first landscape. This is my first trail. I'm learning to draw landscapes and nature in general. It's difficult but I try. It makes me angry when I try and nothing comes out of it. This is my weakest point.

I'm coming back to the beginning. I want to go to serve people to help in general because I can't help myself. There is a plan to help children by reading . Maybe I 'll try. Maybe in this way I'll help someone and first of all I will help myself. It is interesting and satysfing. I long for it and I want to fulfill my dreams . Maybe in this way I will do what I can. I think that I'm like a dog running in circles to catch my tail. It's so hard for me to understand

Poppies

Today a new my drawing. Poppies once again. Today I drew on a new paper pad. It is an unforgettable experience. I came to the conclusion that it's worth respecting your own work. No matter if it gives any positive outcome or not. Sooner or later anything what you do with patience will give a profit. Respecting your work is respecting yourself.I don't know what you think on that matter but I discovered America.

Poppy

Here is one British poppy. I'm just reading about "Radical Forgiveness". It's interesting book. In the future I'm going to say a few words about it.

Poppies in the wind

I must admit I don't take care of this blog properly. I think in this way by looking at the posts. Some of them lack sense.

Here is my study of flowers. The size is big 50*70. I was made to draw poppies and that's why here is my drawing presented . Poppies are very delicate flowers therefore it is hard to capture their elusive nature. There are a lot of people who like poppies as much as sunflowers. I paid attention to the fact that there are people who greatly adore sunflowers. Maybe it's because of van Gogh'sunflowers. As you may suppose I run a diary and insert some musings which are spiritual. Here is a continuation of my diary.

I want to say just one thing. If you don't want to suffer and think about only your problems think about others instead. I think that when you help others you stop focusing on what is yours. I tried to do an experiment on myself and asign a day without complaining. It really works. I repeat to myself "Day without complaining" It makes me feel relieved and gives a new perspective to my life. Life seems to me lighter and my problems smaller in comparison with other problems which people have. The most important thing is fighting with overwhelming. When I fought this the next step is much easier

It's like talking to me. It seems to me that there is only me in this space. Sorry for complaining. Hello are you there?

Today I have a nice beginning of my day. I spend my time in a cafe where I sipped a hot chocolate. It made me feel relieved and full of joy. Though I can see I put on weight. I spend my time with my gorgious mother and it was un unforgettable experience. And you, where have you been.? Maybe this spot is sort of messy but I want to relieve my soul.

It is white outside even though it is not snowing. The temerature is freezing. Frost is overwhelming nature. It is hard for especially animals. I'm a type of a person who feels cold very much that's why winter time is very difficult for me.

Baby in caring arms

Today my favourite new picture "Baby" I hope you like it . I especially like the body of the child.and still I'm going to continue my musings on personality, happiness and many other topics. In my opinion you are happy if you forget about oneself. I read a script that when you fret about something you think that you have control over your future which is not true. I admire and instintively stick to people who are not concentrated over themselves. Still I feel tense and fret about things which are not in my control but what is important is that my attention is focused on my vices and I'm aware that I posses them.