Lilies

Here is one of my ugliest paintings. Recently I've commited a few. They are not interesting but they are steps necessary to become more perfect in the study of art. Many times it happens that not all my works are worth considering. This is one of them.

I happen to tell you that I'm fascinated by holiness. I read about saints and think that maybe I will be one of them. Today I read about the parents of saint Teresa . They were simple people and had 9 children many of whom died when at an early age. They all daughters became nuns and sain Teresa is the doctor of the Christian Church. It's incredible that this little creature had so profound musings. She left her diary and letters. It is also incredible that she is the patron saint of missions, she who never left her convent.

Her philosophy is treating God as our loving father and and she called her philosophy my little way. What attracted me to saint Teresa is her love of herself. She says herself that many people said that she is goodloking but she doesn't care.Despite her age she was very serious and obligatory. She led very profound spiritual life. When asked what she is doing when she sit still she answers she is thinking