Cezanne in ful view

This picture is by Cezanne. I admire one thing that I took pains to do many paintings. I did my best. Now they grace my mother's room and I take pleasure watching them. I noticed that I await somebody's admiration and don't feel like it is in me. I sometimes sense that my mind is mute and I particularly like the moments when I devote time to myself and talk to myself with admiration. I sort of adore that moments and need them

The sleeping lady

Today a new post, this time inspired by Lempicka. I like her style , this peculiar art deco style. Sometimes I think that I must have lived in those times. The style of furniture and painting I find very appealing. The work of art is so quiet and peaceful and that is why I have it in my bedroom. It makes you fall asleep.
        I have many thoughts concerning painting and personal happiness. I come to the conclusion that everything what is the most precious for you is you yourself. Nobody can take you away, only harm you in certain cases and it is up to you whether you let him bring you down.
      I practise this thought of telling myself "I love you" and everything that comes to m mind is what am I doing it for? Because your subconsciousness needs results, visible outcomes. Everything what you do is for a purpose. We need a miraculous way to change our life and quick results ,a new job, amusing friends.
      My hobby is painting and it is a way of realising my emotions on the canvas. I don't know where it is going to lead me but I know I must do it. Finally I found a way.