Wood ready to move

Today one of my photos taken at the forest. Nice, isn't it. Today I don't have much to say as usual. I think that my blog is a little bit boring that's why I insert pictures of trees cut down in the forest.
It is appealing and I like pictures which show something zoomed. This is one example of it. Have a nice day!

Admirable woman

Today I'm writing in a hurry, actually I don't know why. Maybe I consider myself a writing looser. I had always problems with this . Above is my drawing in pastel. Now I consider it a failure, because there is something wrong with the proportions. However, drawing the human body is my hobby. I don't know if I ever master this skill, but I hope to. 

Still, I attend painting classes and they give me a lot of satisfaction. I didn't give up on them. In a few days' time I'm going to insert some new paintings. In my opinion I get better each day. It is my passion and I started painting on canvas so it is something new. I find more tricky nonetheless. Now my paintings can be hanged on the wall. In general I develop quickly and it lifts my mood, because somehow I couldn't imagine myself progressing.

Georgia O'keefe painting.

This picture is based on Georgia O'keefe painting . I don't remember exactly what is the title. It has something to do with lake. I adore her paintings and her pride of being a woman and a painter. This is something very rare. Artists are in general sad because they don't earn enough money. What's so funny about it is that I also want to join their ranks. Today I'm going to my painting classes. They give me some practise but I also do some work at home. This one above is my home work.

Today it is a long time that I haven't written. Certainly I won't be a proffessional writer because my writing is not fluent however I want to be a proffesional artist. That is my aim and I long for it with all my heart.Above this is a picture which I did with my deseased friend and it is put on display. The lightning is not that good but it is one of my best paintings. It is oil on board. I wonder if you know that it is done with my fingertips.  I turned down that technique because of my health because red posseses some toxic substances. The topic of that picture is "On the Amalfi coast" and comes from Italy. I love that country and one of my dreams is to depict Tuscany and maybe to live there in my private home. Who knows what the future brings.

In general I don't like writing very much because of my internal qritique. It is a hard worker. Besides I have not much to say. I need to do some shopping because I haven't much in the fridge. I feel dissappointed because I set myself very high bars and it is hard for me to overcome them. I imagined myself as someone perfect. I suffer because I wanted to be a good cook and I'm not one. I don't know why. Next time I want to prepare a given text because it is hard for me to start everything from scratch.

Magnolias in bloom

This is one of my pictures painted with fingertips. It's nice. The blue hue also add some mystic atmosphere to it. According to my teacher this could be a good present for a birthday. I regret one thing. There should be some kind of depth in this picture. I'm a beginner and it is hard for me to achieve it. If you want to buy it , let me know.

My picture in oil painted with my fingertips

This photo is in oil painted with my fingertips. This method was taught by my dead friend. God bless her. I like it very much mainly because the colours are natural. I'm grateful that nothing happened to my skin 'cause it was painted with my fingers.

 At the end of the month there is going to be an exhibition and this is my first time to take part in it. I prepared 3 pictures. One of them is a homage paid to my dead frind. I hope she rests in peace. Next time I'm going to present my next 2 pictures which will be on display( with the one included). I'm happy about it very much. So see you next time.

A new post at last

Hello, we haven't seen each other for years. Today I have a new photo on my blog. It is a nice one. It depicts the woman resting at the pool. I like it because it is so warm and sunny. This photo is in pastel but I still do many paintings in oil. I start to love it. It is a kind of therapy for my brain. It is like a sedative for it. Today we have got Easter Monaday. I give private lessons all the time. I can't tell that I like it but I keep on learning and the kids are so intelligent. My mother is far away from here somewhere in Holland keeping my sister's spirits up. We will see each other in 2 weeks time.

I paint and I improve my skills considerably. I have to insert new pictures on my computer because they are not yet here. Many things changed . We have got a new pope Francis a nice man I can tell. I still remember my mother's words " I told you everything already". This  words are valuable. They signify that I have to incorporate her teachings into my life. That's tough. What I find appealing is the techings of Pawlikowska who says start liking yourself just the way you are and I try to do but it's tough. I would like to know English and I can't though.  One thing is for sure that I know more than my disciples.(That sounds biblical).

Every time I try to write something it sounds pointless. Maybe that's my internal critique. Now I'm going to be alone for 2 weeks thats a lot of time. I'd like to cook something delicious for me. I miss good cooking. Something warm and nutricious. That's my dream. I think I have a hard task.

Have nice day, Ela.