Today I don't invoke pain in my heart. I feel sort of relieved. The question is why. Maybe because I saw a programm on TV where a simple woman was unusually happy. She said one thing which astounded me."I don't think about the next day. I just enjoy here and now."
After what she said I realised that what bugs me is another day. I don't enjoy my life fully. I just fear what will happen in the future. That expression changed my life thoroully. I feel joy of living maybe for a short while.
One more thing bugs me a lot. I don' t want to be myself. I feel sort of improper. I don't stick to any pattern. Now I want to be myself, enjoy my living, realize my mistakes and move on. Today I feel sort of hope. How changeable my days are.
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