a MESSY POST

Today I don't put any post on my blog maybe because I want to say more to other people and to myself in particular. Recently I had some tough days and humilated myself all the time. I've noticed how hard is to change the steam of your thinking. Instead of saying" you are hopless" say to yourself on the opposite. I got used to sort of idea that I'm worthless. Nobody convinced me that actually it is true but I kept on repeating you are wothless you are a terrible teacher. I sort of struggle constantly with myself and deny everything but it comes back again and again. My internal critique is on the go and to silence him is something almost impossible. I want to say to you if you are listening that  no matter what happens you are worth more than you think. First of all I'd like to tell myself because having a blog is like going to confession each time you make a post. I'm as pleased as Punch today and just waiting what will change my mood. But all in all I'm optimistic and wish you all the same. Be one's own master and don't delude yourself. Life is too beautiful to be waisted. Bye.