a sudden death

Recently I found out that one of my acquintances is dead. She died in a car crash. I  was shocked. She was such a nice and beautiful person. Let her rest in peace. Her work drained her energy, a promising math scientist. When I got to know her she was torn apart, somehow she couldn't accept her life. I don't know much about her, but what I grasped is that she didn't accept her life, maybe she was not on friendly terms with her husband. I believe that now she is on top of the world. I imagine that she found a different dimention, where she is happy. I thought about myself. What was it like to be on the other side. Would God judge me for what I did or I will enter the land of happiness straight away. When we are young we don't think about life and death but when time is about to end such thoughts rubbish our thoughts.