Today my head is full of musings on different topics. About life about the children I teach. I noticed that when you establish sort of emotional bond between you and your learner then you can make as many mistakes as you wish and you won't be blamed for them. Maybe this is stupid but I know this from experience. I'm sure that my nature is not infallible and I can't do anyhting about it. Someone pointed it out beautifully " If you don't do anything , you don't make mistakes". I get to know the nature of children, how sincere they can be, how dilligent. They are great observers and nothing escapes their attention. At the same time they are ambitious and require the same from you. And that's a hard nut to crack.

Today was a big day for me because I realized that I'm not as perferct as I wanted to. That's painful for me but I have to accept it. Some people come some people go. We will see what will happen.

Sometimes I try to think what is going on in that little person's mind. How he or she understands what I'm saying to him or her. In this way I could realize where the mistake comes from.

I sort of want to understand and accept the way I am but it is so hard to approve all the things I used to hate. I imagined myself as a perfect, infallible creature and I'm disillusioned about life about my job. One good thing is that I started improving my cooking skills and I'm doing pretty well in this area. I made ratatoulle which was amazing plus chicken curry which was ok as well. I'm quite a good cook. This is it. So bye for now.