"I need strenght."

Hi. Today is a grey weather, 'cause it autumn time. Though, it doesn't impact my mood. Now, it's going to be a short post. I still want to focus on Pawlikowska's philosophy and repeat to myself: I have to be strong! I need to be strong! In this way I want to overcome difficulties and weaknesses, which I've got a lot. They are just words, but how powerful. In fact, you think in words and everything depends on what you think. And when black thoughts are on my mind, I have to repeat to myself: Don't think about it! Just don't! Those black thoughts often concern my looks. It's a burden to me. Somehow, I often think that if I were more good-looking, my life would be more happy- which is misleading. Who's gonna quarantee it for me?
Today, a new piece of thought by P. Coelho: " It sometimes happens that happiness is a gift, but many times you should fight for it. The magic moment of the day helps us change ourselves and order us to discover our dreams."