"The spring of the Amazon"

Hi, I had a break and didn't run my blog continuously. That's why I try to stick to the timetable and insert a few words each day. Thanks to Pawlikowska I'm able to write about wise things, about life. In general, she helps me understand the mechanism of life, why something happens, what to change in me and how to treat myself. You know , I sometimes wonder why I make a certain choice i.e: a job, a man, etc. In my case, I regret taking part in a course for caretakers of elderly people. First of all, it was a waste of time and besides, when I started practising as a caretaker I decided that it's definetly not for me. That job is so intimate, you look at old naked bodies, wash them, feed them. The elderly throw tantrums , forget about many things and are so sensitive about themselves. It's taugh. I asked often what I did it for. Why I chose such a course and the answer was in Pawlikowska's book. She says that we make choices in life. They are not necessarily good once, but we learn from our mistakes and by making choices we discover what our passion is. It's like with the Amazon river. It was not a wide river from the start but a small spring. It applies to life. We start from small things and move on to greater ones- from small, meaningless jobs to important job posts i.e: as a boss. That's life. Pawlikowska's philosophy helped me realize that taking care of elderly people is not for me and I don't find it appealling. I discovered that truth by taking a chance.
Today a new pice of wisdom by P. Coelho:"The joy of work opens the door to heaven for us, love changes us and proper choices lead us to God."
Have a nice night, bye.